the goal of experimentation isn’t figuring out where you’re supposed to be, there is no “supposed to be”, it’s understanding what works and doesn’t work for you, and there’s no reason for that to be a fixed point. doesn’t have to shift either! you can fall into a very comfortable place and feel no need to move. but fuck a whole bunch of the idea that you’re supposed to know what you are, know what you’re supposed to want, and know who you’re capable of being