learning about aromantic alignments was such a relief tbh even though i denied it for a long time, i thought maybe i just hadnt found the right person yet bc ive had crushes so i cant be aro right?? even though i ended a relationship with the same person twice bc i started seeing spots when they told me they loved me and i didnt know wtf was wrong with me why would i lead them on like that if i didnt feel the same way. why did i feel like running away because someone didnt mean ‘i love you’ the right way. fuck lmao